Note: I’m not getting really into this. I’m just far too tired with everything to delve into it.
Dear Mom and Dad,
Mom- You’ve done a lot for me and I love you. I just wish you could commit to making a change and pay attention a little better, or one day you might not notice and then I’ll be gone.
Dad- I don’t really feel close to you. I know I never will. It’s sad and I know it. I feel bad, because you have no one else in the world, but when you don’t treat the ones you do have well, then it’s no one’s fault but your own when they leave. I’m not sure why, but I feel bad when I say, I don’t want you to walk me down the aisle when I get married. It’s kind of like…you don’t deserve to. I wish we had a good relationship, but we don’t. I know you’re trying to do things differently now and I see that, but part of me feels like it’s an act and the other part says “too little, too late.”